Violet is the radiance of Krishna’s protection — that is why it brought to you a sense of peace. The Mother says that she always saw it when she was in communion with Krishna and now too constantly sees it enveloping the Ashram.
It is queer that the European mind, capable enough in other directions should sink to so much puerility when it begins to deal with religion and spiritual experience.
It is very insincere for anyone to claim prematurely to have possession of the supermind or even a taste of it. Such claim is usually accompanied by an outburst of superegoism, some blunder of perception or wrong condition or wrong movement.
Divinisation itself does not mean the destruction of the human elements; it means taking them up, showing them the way to their own perfection, raising them by purification and perfection to their full power and Ananda.
The true question for us could not be to love or not love the Mother ... but in what spirit to make the physical approach to her so as to avoid the mistakes of the past and get the most spiritual benefit from her contact.
What I want of you is not to love the Mother from a distance, but to become accustomed to feel her presence, her help, the working of her forces even when she is not physically present ... because it would give a great push to your Yoga.