As for the help, you expect a divine intervention to destroy the doubt, and the divine intervention is possible, but it comes usually only when the being is ready.
At the Feet of The Mother
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Death answers Savitri with a scorn mocking at her demand. Yet he grants her transient gifts to solace the parents of Satyavan.
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If you want to have the sense of beauty in itself — which is quite independent of all these tastes, the taste of the race — you must have a universal consciousness.
The ruthless voice of Death ceased and the heart of Savitri spoke from the depths of Silence.
The increase of peace ... is very necessary because it is in the consciousness at peace that either the Power can work at ease or the Presence manifest itself.
Death continues to discourage Savitri painting a bleak and dismal picture of man and his life.
All manifestations of Love in the world have always been deformed and reduced to need and desire.
About Savitri | B1C2-05 The Divinely Human Savitri (pp.14-16)