... the pressure of the New Light is bound to modify the human mind enough to express a new mode of life, an intuitive life bringing as its outcome radical changes
'That which men term a hallucination is the reflection in the mind and senses of that which is beyond our ordinary mental and sensory perceptions. Superstition arises from the mind’s wrong understanding of these reflections. There is no other hallucination.'
I am certainly not going to pronounce you unfit because you want the Ananda; on such grounds I would have to pronounce myself unfit, because I have myself wanted it and many other things besides.
Vol. CWSA 29 includes letters on the Aim of Yoga, certain fundamentals of the practice of Integral Yoga such as surrender, equanimity and on the Guru in the Integral Yoga.